Friday Fill In


1. I’m _____, I’m _____, I _____.

* I’m sleepy. I’m crabby. I hate when I’m like this!

2. Why do I have _____ and not _____.

* Why do I have the urge to  spend money and not just save it.

3. How does this _____ work, anyway?

* How does this toy work, anyway?

4. Every morning, I put _____ on my _____.

* Every morning, I put lip gloss on my lips.

5. I consider myself lucky because _____.

* I consider myself lucky because I have the best husband ever and the most wonderful and funny daughters in the world!

6. One day we’ll see _____.

* One day we’ll see a better day for our country and this crisis.

7. And as for the weekend, today I’m looking forward to _____, tomorrow my plans include _____ and Sunday, I want to _____!

* And as for the weekend, today I’m looking forward to taking our family portraits. Tomorrow my plans include going to work and precepting another nurse (for the next 5 weeks). Sunday I want to stay up late to watch a movie with the family after work!

The Baptism

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Janelle was finally baptized this past Sunday and it was a really touching ceremony. I had been so anxious about her getting “dipped” full body into the Holy Water Fountain that I didn’t even imagine how beautiful it could be. It was exactly that- BEAUTIFUL! The ceremony at the church and the priest that delivered the mass was perfect. I was almost in tears as she was getting baptized into the holy water, but I had to hold it back. It was as if she emerged from the water and her cry and expression on her face was like when I first met her on her birthday. It was awesome. I almost feel like I should go to church on Sundays now. Honestly, I realized that I should be exposing my children to it. I grew up going to church every Sunday, and although I am not the most religious person in the world, it was definitely something that became a part of me. Jasmyne was at the church for her fourth time, if even that.  I almost felt selfish that she is not exposed to it. She didn’t even know she was at church or that she had to be quiet. She actually thought it was a play ground and she was “playing with the kids”. Thankfully, she wasn’t obnoxiously loud, but still I felt guilty. Being a parent makes you realize how selfish you can sometimes be. I can’t even spare an hour one day of the week to at least expose them into religion/church! I think that is something I want to change this year!

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The reception afterward was somewhat a disappointment. Everyone was there and it was a good party, but the restaurant was a total rip off. RAM Restaurant and Brewery SUCKS!!! Small servings of everything and they tried to reduce and cheat us off of the burgers we had ordered. Good thing the hubby counted that there were 9 burgers missing from our second order of burgers! We had previously ordered a set amount of food and quickly realized we had to order almost double of what we originally ordered. People kept coming and the food kept going. Their skewers were ridiculous. It literally could have flown away if it was windy inside the restaurant. It was unbelievable. The bill was ridiculous for what was served. We had open bar, but barely anyone even drank, so the foot of the bill wasn’t even alcohol as we had expected. Everyone came who we invited. It only held 60 people, so we kept it strictly to immediate family and friends, even though we wanted to invite so many people that we worked with. Oh well. I couldn’t find a bigger place in a short amount of time. Most places were booked for baby showers and wedding showers for all the April and May festivities.

All in all, it was a good but tiring day. We started early before the mass to pick up the balloons and cake. Then it was off to the restaurant to decorate for a little bit. The kids had it even worst- but they did so good for not being able to nap or rest. I was especially proud of my little star of the day- Janelle. She was just so happy and smiling at everyone and nap free for the whole day. Check out the pictures on my Flickr Site.

Oh and speaking of holiness, I am giving up rice for Lent. This is the first time I am ever giving up rice. I hope to stand by it. I wanted to give up something I couldn’t do without- so there it is.

PS: I did tell God that I will have rice only on one day during Lent. That will be during my trip to Vegas. I hope he listened to me and understands. Otherwise, like I always say, I’m going to hell dude!

Oh What A Day!!!

Today has been pretty hectic, but I must say that I am a bit proud of myself for having enough energy to do as much as I have! Whew! That was a long sentence too, huh? I have been so tired lately and I mean really tired. My eyes hurt on a daily basis from forcing them open all day long. It has been busy at work. Janelle is still waking up at night, which is totally normal for her age. What is not normal is how she wants to play at 3AM on most nights when it’s my turn to watch her! I don’t know the deal on that, but I am one tired ladee. It’s so hard because Dex and I are back to having an almost identical schedule. So when it’s my turn to sleep with the baby and I have work the next day- I am not a happy camper! Thank goodness Dexter takes the bulk of the night shift from me. He’s the best husband ever! That is why I am ever so excited to go to Las Vegas this coming March with my whole family and my mom. It always works out well with my mom there. We hang out and spend the whole day with the kids at the pool or wherever the day takes us. My mom is out and about doing her own thing all day/and some of the night long. Come 10PM, once the kids are all settled and half way to sleep, Dex and I do our own thing. When we’re in Vegas, I can be so tired, but for some reason, it doesn’t affect me. I guess cause I am a happy-tired person! Well, the tickets are so freaking pricey. Plus, we have to pay for Jasmyne’s ticket now because she is two years old. So we decided to save about $115 per ticket and fly to LAX. We’ll drive to Vegas, which I will love. I haven’t driven long distances in quite sometime. Coming back home, we’re taking a midnight flight from Las Vegas to maximize the day. We arrive at 530am and off to work I go- well it’s just a class, but still! I can’t wait.

So today, I drove the truck again. It has been getting easier and easier. I am forced to drive the truck cuz I am in love with that navigation system. I took Jayda with me to run some errands. I needed a bunch ot pants tailored. More importantly, I had to stop by Michael’s again to get some crafts for Janelle’s Baptism this weekend. I got home, did three loads of laundry, gave the kids a bath, washed the bottles and for relaxation- I finished the little giveaways for the baptism. It’s not the best work I’ve done, but nevertheless, it is done. I was in such a rush cause Janelle kept waking up every 30 minutes. I think she can smell when I am gone. Now, I’m paying the bills and updating my pictures and downloading them into my Flickr site. I am on a rampage today!

I can’t wait for our family weekend off! I love those days. We are going to be every third weekend now at work, as opposed to every other weekend. It is only in my department though, i guess cause we are a whiny group of people who always get what we want. Nobody understands why I hate it so much. Nobody has a husband who also works at the hospital and works every other weekend- like me! Everyone’s husband or significant other is a M-F with weekends off type of job! I’ll have to go with the flow for now and see how it goes. If only Dexter’s department would have the same thing, but that is nearly impossible to even imagine. No more of my days off during the week. That is the one thing I love about nursing. There is no weekend in my life because I can be off throughout the week. On my weekends off, I can be off from work from Thursday to Tuesday. Our schedule is not that tough to deal with. We’ll see how it goes! Maybe I’ll end up liking it, who knows? I’ll just miss being off with Dexter on the weekends when he has to work when I don’t have to anymore! Of course, there will also be less days during the week when we’re off together. No weekends mean I am working more during the weekday. Boooo!

Okay- I’ll stop whining now!

Not Again…

I don’t know if I am subconsciously trying not to go to the dentist, but it totally skipped my mind today. I remembered it all week. I was looking through the calendar yesterday and was dreading the fact that I had to go to the dentist. This morning though, I woke up at 1030am and was still too tired to even open my eyes. It was while I was in the shower that I remembered that I missed my 930am appointment already. Whooops- too late! That is the second dental appointment I’ve missed since trying to have it done. That dentist is officially going to ban me from ever making another attempt- I’m sure of it!

Anyway, we finalized our menu for the baptism this coming weekend. We also enrolled Jasmyne in ThreeSchool, which is basically a preschool program at our park district. It’s two and a half hours long. We decided to schedule her only two days a week to start off with. It actually goes through the school year. I’ll have to get into this later, but I can’t BELIEVE that my little baby will be starting school. Oh My!

Today has been an uneventful day. Spent the day at Woodfield with the family returning lots of stuff – but in return, purchasing even more stuff. There are lots of sales at Macy’s- and I must have been in there for 2.5 hours. I would have still been in there if my kids weren’t getting crabby. I guess I deserved their crabbiness. We left Macy’s at like 8PM. Oh boy. I’m working tomorrow and IDPH will be making a “surprise” visit. With all my luck, they will be choosing my patient, and I will be getting interviewed. Lord please save me. Well I’m gonna have to cut this short. I don’t even know how I managed to survive the day. I am sooooo freaking tired. My eyes hurt cause I’ve been forcing them open all day long. Blah!

Sunday Stealing

This post is from The Daily Meme’s Sunday Stealing!

1. Where is your significant other? We’re both working this weekend. I can’t wait for the day to be over!

2. Your favorite thing? My favorite thing today and most days when I’m at work is my Vitamin (orange flavored) Water! But my favorite thing on any given day is having the day off with the husband to spend the day with my whole family. We’re always getting into something when the four of us are together.

3. Your dream last night? I didn’t sleep much last night to be able to dream about anything. It was my (dreadful) turn to be with the baby. Have I ever mentioned how much I hate that room. I wish I wasn’t afraid to walk in and out/back and forth from our room to Janelle’s late at night. Why am I so afraid of the freaking darkness?

4. Your goal? My goal this Sunday is to get the heck out of work! My goal in general is to lose some of this excess weight and have more confidence to wear the clothes I’d love to wear!

5. Your hobby? Taking pictures and writing in this journal/blog of mine. It’s my form of relaxation at the moment. I don’t ask for much!

6. Where do you want to be in 6 years? It would be 2015. Jasmyne would be turning nine and Janelle would be six. Oh my goodness. Tha would be the day! I can’t even contain myself.  I have no clue where I would want to be actually. For once, I really don’t know. I feel so far from that right now.

7. Where were you last night? Same as where I am now- at work!

8. What you’re not? I am not ready to have any more children. I think Dexter and I are done being the baby making machines.

9. One of your wish list items? To have Jasmyne potty trained and sleeping in her own bed! Better yet, in her own bedroom. I also wish that Janelle was sleeping through the night. Soon! Soon! Oh my. Was that more than “one” wish list item? I guess I do ask for too much after all! Sorry.

10. Your pet? I don’t have one anymore. This is a whole post in and of itself. Check out this comment. I’ll have to reply to that when I get a chance.

11. Missing someone? My Husband! He knows that!

12. Your car? A 2000 Honda Civic. I sometimes have the urge to change it up, but it still hasn’t been enough to actually make me act upon it.

13. Something you’re not wearing? I should be wearing my stethoscope right now, but I’m not!

14. Love someone? Many people… particularly the husband and my girls!

15. When is the last time you laughed? Yesterday, during our Valentine’s Celebration at work, I laughed all day long! My crew is off today. Boo!

16. Last time you cried? Last week probably. It felt good!

17. Favorite past time? SLEEPING IN! Is that even a past time?

18. Are you a hater or a lover? I’m a little bit of both, depending on who I’m talking to. *smiles an evil grin*

19. Any vices? Definitely my impatience and indeciveness- among other things.

Happy Love Day

Generally, I (we) don’t celebrate Valentine’s Day, but it’s my weekend to work. My coworkers and I decided to bring in some treats and exchange Valentine’s like the good ole days. It should be fun. Anyhow, Dex and I were off today and we “celebrated”  LOVE day at Todai with the kids. Having kids means knowing the right places to go that are kid friendly. Todai is definitely one of those places. Did you ever notice how many kids are there or how many strollers you see there? The strangest thing is that they don’t have changing stations nor do they even have a bathroom! Boooo for places like that. Is that even legal to NOT have a bathroom in there?

Anyway… Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!

25 Random Things

So a little while back on the world wide web, there was this thing going around from one person to the next. It was a list of 25 random things about you that you sent out to those you wanted to tag. Yeah- like tag you’re it. I was tagged a couple of times, but never actually generated a list of 25 things until now. Who knew it would be so hard to think of 25 “random” things about yourself. Anyway, here’s my list! If you’re reading this- TAG YOU’RE IT! Post it on your blog and let me know about it.


1. In the fifth grade, I had a really bad accident with my right middle finger. It got caught on a rolling gate and my nail actually fell out. The top part of my finger was also hanging on a thread. I watched as they sewed it back together- with flesh and blood all hanging out. I was definitely made to be a nurse.

2. I rarely drink hot coffee. If you see me drinking coffee, it is iced coffee from Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts 99% of the time.

3. When I was young, I always wanted to be a nurse. I decided then that as soon as I graduated and became a nurse, I would get married at the age of 25 and have my first child a year later. I also knew I wanted two kids before I turned 30. I was really determined, huh? It worked out EXACTLY this way.

4. Not many people believe this- and not many people even know half of the truth, but I had my ghetto “hoodrat” times as my hubby calls it back in the days. I was actually a “playa playa” to a certain standard. It all ended when Dex gave me one last chance! Enough said! *smirks*

5. When I was a new grad nurse, there were plenty of doctors coming my way. There is something about doctors and policemen trying to hook up with the nurses. I was tempted a couple of times, but in the end, I’m glad I made the right choice.

6. I have an obsession with pens. From my elementary days until the end of college, I secretly had two pouches filled with different types of pens and markers. I still slightly have that today, but not quite as bad. At work, I am known as the OCD who writes everything in blue and can’t have any mistakes on my paper. I’m also the one they go to if they ever need White Out.

7. Whenever I make a CD, #7 will always be a significant song.

8. In grade school I was such a teacher’s pet. I graded the papers and put them in the grade book. I was also the lunch girl who collected money from my classmates. Surprisingly (and thankfully) no one picked on me me for being such a nerd!

9. My (ex) best friend was also best friends with my ex-boyfriend. In fact, she was the one who set us up with each other. It never quite was the same after the boyfriend and I ended our relationship! Boo!

10. I am never one to keep in touch or return phone calls. That is how I lose/lost all of my “friends” back in high school. I am ever so thankful for the creator of Text Messaging and Blackberry! I wish they had it back in the day.

11. I am the one who will slow down my speed if you are tailing me up my bootie and I am going 85mph in the middle lane. I am also the one who will stick my middle finger up at you for driving slow and nosing around causing traffic.

12. I have three brothers, and it is no excuse, but when I was young, I would burn ants with a lighter and get a kick out of it. It’s scary now to think I found joy in watching burning ants trying to make it to safety.

13. I am a firm believer that it is those quiet ones that you truly have to watch out for. They have hidden fangs!

14. I have a 2000 Honda Civic that has less than 70,000 miles on it. I think I’ll be chugging with it for a while longer. Who needs another car payment anyway?

15. When I do something drastic, it was likely done drastically- without previous thought. Whether it be cutting my hair or buying a house, almost all decicions I make are made in a blink of an eye.

16. I was deathly afraid of dogs. One day, Dex and I drove past a pet store. We decided to go inside and we saw Tyson. (See above) Then we bought him in that instant. I couldn’t even touch him for months.

17. I could eat hotdog with white rice any day and every day of the week if given that choice. I love it!

18. I never carry cash. I don’t pay the bills. My husband does all of the above. I just ask for money when I need. I ask him if we have enough money in the bank before I use my debit/credit card. It works out that way!

19. I’m not a fan of flowers. I’ve always told my boyfriends never to get them for me. Dex was the only one who didn’t comply. He used to get me a rose for every month we were together. So at 12 months, I finally got a dozen and at 2 years, I finally got two dozen at once. I preserved all of them. It was the sweetest thing.

20. My first kiss was with my now husband. The first time he kissed me, I was so nervous that I bit his tongue. We only kissed that one time since I met him in 1994 until we got together again the second time around. Ouch!

21. I can type really fast, but I don’t type in the “right” way. I also have to look on the keyboard so I don’t make mistakes.

22. It hasn’t failed yet, but every year on my birthday there is always some kind of drama. If not drama, something will always happen that makes me cry. It’s been that way since I can remember.

23. If there is a scab to be picked at, I will pick at it. I even try to pull my eyebrow hairs when I feel it growing- that is, with my nails and minus a mirror. How weird am I?

24. I hate receiving gifts. I always feel bad about it and I don’t know why. I also hate inviting people to do anything, cause I feel like they will feel obligated. I seriously don’t have hard feelings about it.  So you’ll catch me saying: You don’t have to get me a gift or I’m having this party, but don’t worry if you can’t come.

25. I have to have a pillow to hug at night- always. I rub the corners of the pillowcase and it helps me relax and fall asleep.

10: Favorite Stores To Shop

Today’s post is from The Daily Meme: Ten On Tuesday

1. Target

2. Gap Kids

3. Sephora

4. MAC Cosmetics

5. CostCo

6. Life Uniform

7. Nordstom

8. Michaels

9. Victoria’s Secret

10. Lori’sHospital  Gift Shop

So the above named places are a list of stores where I spend most of my money- particularly the first and last one on the list. I go to Target and can easily spend at least $100 per week. I could go in there needing one item and walk out with a crap load of things. Number 10 is my hospital’s gift shop. I am there every single time I work at least twice a shift to buy snacks or candy. If I’m really bored I’ll actually snoop in and buy actual merchandise.

On another note, speaking of work, I saved a life today. We had a Code Blue at work and I participated in it for the first time since I was a new nurse. I’ve been to many Code Blues and assisted with random things, but cannot honestly say that I have put in my two cents into it with confidence. I have never really taken the time to learn the ACLS protocol, even though I renew it in a timely manner. I just recently renewed my CPR-ACLS, and have been religiously going over it at least once a week. I was determined to keep it in my brain and remember the algorithms. I actually used it in practice today. I was the one administering the meds and yelling out ideas of what could possibly be done during the arrest. After nearly 15 minutes, she had a pulse and was taking some breaths! Good Job Team!

Task 58

Lose Ten Pounds

It has been a very slow process, but nevertheless, I am accomplishing this weight loss stuff. Dexter and I have our diet challenge, but the 10 pound weight loss refers to my 101 in 1001 challenge that started in December. I know what you’re thinking, but my response is: Slowly, but surely. I’m feeling a little bit better and taking it one day at a time.I was super duper excited when I hopped onto the scale yesterday morning. It was exactly ten pounds less than my weigh in on December 10th when I started my diet challenge for my project. Yay for tasks slowly being accomplished and turning green!

Dexter and I are off this weekend. We’ve got two children parties to attend tomorrow. We’ll see how that works out. I’ve been tired from work even though I haven’t worked much. I am still precepting a nurse who has six years of experience. She is great and all, but having her doing all the work has made me extremely tired. Does that make any sense? If it doesn’t make sense to you, it makes perfect sense to me. Two more days and counting.

I am so sick of this winter weather. I love Chicago summers, but the winter season drags on. When will the snow melt? Hopefully the weekend warm-up will do the trick. I haven’t been excited to be off in a long time. It’s been really hard to get out of the house due to having a second baby, but this weather is making it more impossible by 100%. Damn weather! Warm it up already!

As Barney says: Oh Mister Sun, sun, mister golden sun… PLEASE SHINE DOWN ON ME!!!


Nose Bling

I have thought about getting my nose pierced before. I also want to get another tattoo before the summer starts. I don’t really know what hit me, but I just decided to get one on a whim and BAM- I have a nose piercing. I was a bit freaked out from some of the research I had done on it and the high infection rate, but despite that, I still went ahead with it. The one thing about Dex and I is that we tend to do things on a whim without thinking much about it. I think this was defnitely one of those moments. I’ve had two kids, but heck, this was the most painful thing I have ever gone through. What was I thinking allowing a needle to pass through these thick ass nostrils of mine. I thought it would never end. I’m glad with the outcome though. Now I just pray that it heals correctly. Janelle also got her little ears pierced last week. Ironically, it was the same lady who pierced Jayda’s ears when she was three months old. As soon as I saw her working, we just randomly got her ears done too! She did so well. Anyway, I also got my hair did last week (finally) and I love it. I don’t know why I waited so long to get it done. Yay! All my girly things on my to do list are done for now. I should be a happy camper for a while. Thanks hubby of mine for putting up with all my madness recently. I love how you let me do all these spoiled brat activities I get myself into.

I’m also happy that Janelle’s baptism stuff is done and over with. I met up with the church and all their strict policies. We set up the restaurant yesterday. I also finished making her invitations and had them mailed out today! I feel so accomplished.  I’ve been busy lately, but the kind of busy I love. I love getting pampered and I love planning my little babies’ parties.

Anyway, here is a pic of my piercing. What do you all think? I can’t believe that I got one. I’m in early midlife crisis!

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